It’s a beautiful spring day and I am inside. The first day of spring actually. It’s funny. I’ve been feeling a little hard on myself. I have been over eating and undersleeping…I feel like I should have my life more in order, and I am so hard on myself when I fail in these areas. [...]
I was in my apartment and a familiar phrase came to mind, one I have uttered many, many times over the years: God, I want a boyfriend. And then I remembered that I have one. Finally. And then I realized that not only do I have a boyfriend but that I have a really, really [...]
Today we went to Jamba Juice after church. The music was perky as usual and John and I were doing dumb dances and dumb faces…not like horribly obnoxious in the middle of the room, but a little at the register and a little sitting at the table. He would sing with the songs. It was [...]
I haven’t written a blog in awhile, at least not a serious one. This is a quiet little space in the world, and I only get a few visitors. I used to be regularly inspired by the writings of others and sort of got addicted to blogging, so I quit my other blog in favor [...]
for Valentine’s Day. Because someone likes me. We are still figuring things out but so far so good. Sometimes very, very good.
Things have changed since my last post. That guy and I hung out the next night and had a ton of fun. We realized the reasons it wasn’t working weren’t valid and decided to keep getting to know each other. There is a pretty high chance that he will read this, so I better watch [...]
To love and to have lost. I had a recent experience. Um, really recent, where I tried getting to know a guy who is unbelievable beyond compare in some key areas like I have never found. We tried, decided it wouldn’t work, and now get to move on. Love is so hard. Finding “the one” [...]
I think the secret of a good blog is consistency plus variety. But I could be wrong.
I don’t think it is fair that women have to offer sex to make a man want to come close. What has happened to today’s society? Why are women so desperate for love? Why do men seem so shut down? Why is the ability to connect and love on an intelectual and emotional and spiritual [...]
I love to watch the cars drive
After dark when the headlights glow
A river of light
Rushing ruby and white
Blending into the night as they go
The sky holds back secrets till morning
Like the curtain before the show
The pinpricks of light
Stars barely in sight
Announce there’s still one act to go
And I wait for something to happen
To remind [...]