To love and to have lost. I had a recent experience. Um, really recent, where I tried getting to know a guy who is unbelievable beyond compare in some key areas like I have never found. We tried, decided it wouldn’t work, and now get to move on. Love is so hard. Finding “the one” takes time and hurt and false attempts before it is accomplished. I am proud of how well we did. No games, no lies, just the best we knew how. I know I have what it takes to love someday. I may need to grow, but I know I can love even in the midst of pain. What a wonderful world.
February 3rd, 2009 - 4:04 am
Aww, so sorry, dear, but I’m so glad you made the effort!
February 4th, 2009 - 1:23 pm
I’m glad there is such a thing as starting over….
February 10th, 2009 - 1:13 am
Its so weird reading this now.. God knew what he was doing:)
February 12th, 2009 - 9:12 am
i love you.